That must have been the longest minute most woman encounter. As the line grew visible...
Right, so it's confirmed. I'm officially unwed and pregnant. A night's sleep(less-ness) later, there are far too many thoughts running through my mind, and I'm not quick enough to jot down each one. The top ones are probably:
- Abortion is definitely out of the question. I do not want to go through that same pain again.
- Get married? He's willing, but am I really sure that he is the one I want for life? Sometimes I think yes, but sometimes I feel otherwise. And this leads to the next question.
- Get married when? How? We definitely don't have the money and time to hold a lavish dinner. Simple ROM? Even though we have talked about it before, we don't have any concrete plans. Which means we have to hold a whirlwind ROM, from scratch.
- How do I break the news to my family? Especially my father? To put it mildly, they are not on good terms. I don't even know if he will turn up for my wedding.
- Where will we stay? He's currently staying at my place. We have to get our own place, but how long will that take? We definitely have to settle this before the little one pops out.
I have now a thousand and one questions in my mind, but he seems comparatively relaxed. In fact he is quite thrilled about it. Like I told him, the little one is back to find us, 4 years later.
Ultimately, I know for sure that - Baby, Mommy will not let you go this time.
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